Even though I see no change, my trust remains in You. While I am in the middle of the chaos, You are the stillness within my soul. You are my faith, even though I am walking by sight. While I am still finding my way, You are the way. Even in my sorrow and sadness, You are the peace that stumbles across my heart. While I am on this endless cycle of uncertainty, Jesus points me to His confidence. While my mind anxiously awaits the unknown, Your goodness quiets my restless thoughts. In my disappointment and despair, Your Hand grabs me in the middle of my darkest hour. While I am waiting, wrestling, praying and crying—You are with me. While I am hurting, trying and enduring—You carry my heavy heart. While I am in this moment, You are here. You are here beside me, even though my thoughts are battling me. You are here before me, even in my iniquities and downfalls. You are here with me through my doubtful days. You are here, while I am still finding my breath.
While you are here, I can worship my way through. While I am trying to comprehend the silence of the seasons, I will praise You. While I am trying to make sense of the tragedies and transitions that I am encountering, I can find Your glory. While I am trying to stay afloat, Jesus will send His lifeline out to save me. While I am trying to figure out all of the things that are being thrown my way, I will cling to Your unfailing promises. While I am still working and praying, You are here fighting on my behalf. My heart’s cry is so beautiful to You, God. It shows that I desperately need the Holy Spirit in each and every single aspect of my life. While I am in this stage of emotions and grieving, Your love wipes away every tear. While I am in this mess, Your goodness steadily chases after me. While I am fearful, You are my safety net. While You are here, I am free in Your presence. While I am weak, You are strong. You are always with me, while I am existing in You.
“The Lord your God in your midst, The Mighty One, will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.” -Zephaniah 3:17
“The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” -Deuteronomy 31:8
“Cast your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you; He will never let the righteous be shaken.” -Psalm 55:22